What I Can't Find

I have nothing to hold on to
That keeps me grounded in the present.
Everything I have is lost to what I think I need.
I can’t even see what’s in front of me 
What I’m swimming in, what I’m breathing.
I search endlessly for the very thing I already own.
What I’m looking for is what I can’t find.

What I Can't Find ©Hanna Bruer